ur art sux

Its not like I was expecting something... after all I've only put one picture up, not enough to demonstrate my ability.
Its just the last few days have been horrid, apart from staying over at mum's, that was nice. The other days I was beating the crap out of myself to do my homework but the other side of me kept telling myself that I was a lost cause.
It's not a nice feeling. I think I have to pull out of university to find myself and get a job. I cannot do that on my own volition because my parents would discourage me from doing that.
So I'll have to settle for hoping that the university will kick me out to work out my issues before they can take me back in again. It's ridiculous. the only thing that bothers me is this unit that I've done 4 times over. it should have been easy, but for some reason, I keep avoiding it. Am I not university material? Probably not. I'm doing it because mum and dad wants me to get a degree. I'm almost to the point of really tearing my hair out!

Ah well...